I am not going to lie.

You are fucking stupid. And you are officially out of my fucking life.
Do what you want. Don't interfere my life, my social circle, or my family.
Even though you were part of the family, but you fucked it up and decided to act like a dumb whore. So go ahead. Act like the douchebag you are.
I am tired of hearing my parents fighting because of you. Because of your stupidity, because of your childish thoughts, and just because of YOU.

The fucking world doesn't revolve around you, fucker, and you need to get your head outta that lazy ass of yours and realize people are not around to benefit you or make you happy.
Because in the end, when you are screaming help or pain. No one's going to have your back but your own family.

I am pretty sure mom will be there. But me? Don't expect me to pick you up.
Don't expect dad will pity you.

I have nothing else to say.
Just go fuck yourself. I don't give a shit anymore.

You are my cookie can.
Because when I thought about you my heart pounds.
Sweet. That's the feeling.
The world is hearts and rainbows and stars.

When I say it's cold you hold me.
When I cry you make me smile.

Everything is so beautiful and cute when you are with me.
I am happy and secured when I am with you.

Every minute and second should be spend with you.
You only.
Because I don't want to let go of your hand.

My sweetie.
My cookie can.
Say you love me till the end.

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No...I am not crazy in love. I just heard this song a million times working at Cafe 101 but have never really figure out what it is actually saying because I can't really hear the song clearly. But it was stuck in my head since Sunday so I searched for it when I got home. It's called "My Cookie Can" by Janice Wei and it's so cute. So I wrote that whole thing.

I forgot how it was like when love starts blooming between the two people. The courting period. The sweet and cute feelings.

The "you are the happiest person in the world and your other half is the sweetest person on earth".
When people tell you that you are prettier because love is your make up.
When the only thing that matters is him/her.
The kisses, hugs, and beautiful words.
Talk about crazy in love.

Hahaha, I feel happy listening to that song. It's on top of the page if you want to listen to it. :]

But in reality, you know it'll all go away after a while.
So make that feeling last, because you'll be savoring it with your other half later on if you guys are still together. Especially during tough times and during cold fights.
Maintaining a relationship isn't easy.
Reality is your test.

Like right now I am thinking back and I feel happy. Haha.
被愛情滋潤的女人是最漂亮的
It's the universal truth. :D